Magical Vision

I have always been in a very blissful mental state, possibly because I am able to mould things according to my convenience- having my way. Things and situations change with time, and at times, there is a non-alignment between one’s expectations and reality.

Generally, we perceive things the way we want them to appear and not as they are. Our vision is not objective and is clouded by our own self created emotions. Sometimes we are was influenced to the core by the aura, persona and facade of a person conveniently ignoring the real person behind it that has sheds of grey, has his own priorities in mind and so on and so forth. I got to know the person closely on 2nd Feurary, 2011, shattering my image of the person that has blurred my vision leaving me even more delusioned as ever inviting more restless moments. What we resist, persists-----feeling low to a point of no return seemed a perpetual state for following 48 hours- till the time I got up early in the morning after having a life altering vision immediately before my usual wake up time coinciding with the time of my real awakening.

My last encounter with the person left me feeling wretched; I couldn’t sleep that night, and couldn’t work either in the office next day. Though, apparently, everything seems to be perfectly normal to everyone around me; I was struggling hard within and praying God to relieve me from this uneasy feeling and went to bed at night. Next morning, February, 4th I had this short vision wherein I was worried about some very real alcohol problem being faced by my sister-in –law for a couple of years and my Husband telling me not to worry about her, “oh, she has changed completely”. Very next moment, I woke up to the fact that it’s not the situation that is posing any problem to me either, rather its my own perception to the issue and I need to change my perception, leaving everything else static as they are. I thanked my husband for his guiding line and God for his timely intervention. Life, again seems to be as bright to me as ever- the time before and after I had that brief encounter with my fate –mate excluding those 48 hours. Every experience has a purpose in life.