My ego was crushed when i din't make it to VOF, the starting \"luck\" in my life has all but faded. And to think i always complained and felt the things i achieved didn't cost me enough effort. Know i'm starting to feel my efforts are not enough...
I wonder if even my writting is understandable....
I have 11 months until next years's. I hope i can prove not you but me, that I can be worth of this experience.
