Show me what i see

Sitting here, this cold silence
Laughter everywhere, is there quiet?
A crowd, friends, am i alone?
I sit here and think of you.
I hear the words you never say
See the smile you never show
Give the love you never have
I love like never before
An image in my head
Something so unreal
Yet its right there..
Right here, i have you!
Just an image of what i want
These feelings overwhelm me
The signs too vivid
Yet i hold on to hope
A love i never really had.
But i hold on to it
Sitting here silently in this madhouse,
I imagine how it can be that you nvr say
All the things i want to hear?
All the thought i feel so near?
Why you never hold me so dear?
You’re slipping form me its too clear!