IT WAS CHILD ABUSE ALL ALONG
Walking to The Lolly ...
Why Did I walk to Eat Lolly The Kindness They Showed Quiet Me No Violence Did happen In That Place Like Home I did Cop Misery
Oh Lolly I Thought was Their Kindness Oh Lolly Did tell me Not Tell Oh Lolly I Ate with My Blindness Oh Lolly I Thought was Not Hell
Confusing This Lolly I Needed A Child I was young Secret Stung This Lolly Was Symbol Say Nothing Reward to Be Quiet Tell None
So Frightened In Home Anger Swipe Me So Violent The Keeper Of Me So Scared I Would Run To My Lolly And Hide Feel The Love Shown To Me
I Look Back and See In This Lolly A Symbol Of Such Secrecy I Now See The Pity In Knowing The Wrong In Them Touching Me
Oh Why Did I Fall for That Lolly 'Oh Why Did I Not See The Cause Effect that a Child I was Taken In Sexual Abuse That It Was
Nobody To Tell Me The Love Shown Was Breaking The Spiritual Law A Child I was Beaten and Scoulded The Sexual Abuse I Ignored
So What Is The lesson In Lolly A Secrecy Attached to This Bait Realise That The Love Shown Did Bind Me To Silence In Keeping This Shame
No Violence This Love I Did Not Know Was Worse In So Many Odd Ways For Lolly To Me Now is Breaking The Silence Telling This Day
I Never Can Eat of That Lolly In Dreams I did Chase to See Why And Now I Share Don't Take a Lolly If Touching In Spots Are The Tie
Why Did I Not See It was Wrong Why Did It take so so so Long To See That My Secrecy Held Was Not Love ...
It Was Child Abuse All Along