Everything that is painful is beautiful

How numb this experience of life is. It cuts off our backbone and demands us to survive. The craziest thing is we do manage to survive even though it deadly feels like very impossible to but sooner or later the broken ends within our body heal. We fake life as if nothing painful has ever happened, yet we laugh again, we reconnect to the world again towards blind struggles. When our laughs echo back to us out of a balanced life we create for our self, again something goes crazy and we are straight to the floor on our knees. Aren't human beings incredible? We don't give up, we fight, we fit in and we manage, but giving up is not our thing. Even though we believe when someone dies she reaches her ultimate destiny, but for that beautiful thing to happen someone has to pay a lot, may be for some people the cost of losing someone remains lifetime but I am sure just like we have came out strong in other mourns, day by day, little by little our backbone will heal again breaking and mending until our last breath. Connections would never mean anything to us if we did not have to loose them. To become whole everyone of us have to shatter into pieces, disconnect and reconnect in one or another form. We all must know one thing, for whatever purpose we know each other we matter, our lives means something, yes you matter, I matter and everyone else matters. If only we know we can , we have, we do or we can be anybody we want, we can make a difference. Positive or negative? Choice is ours, but we can always control how we want to feel.. Lets make that anybody a person of lovely communications, peacemaker and healer of all sort of broken beings. We can be someones perfect moon!