I figured out something, about me self. I had a grudge. It wasn't of hate but of extreme disappointment. I was terribly shocked to find out I had that in me... In my heart. I realized that I have so much disappointment from my dad. He is a very, very bad guy... I cried when I admitted I loved a real bad guy. But I feel so light hearted... I don't feel this is really important to write this but I'm glad I did, I feel like I'm finally moving on...
Dad, I don't know if I should post what he did to us.... Put us in poverty, made us feel like crap, I felt I wasn't worth it at all. We were nothing more than an object and a last priority to him... That makes me feel so sad that I can't be anything more to him except a baby machine and a money tool for him... I mean... He always smiled and his face said he cared for us but he never cared and I'm glad I can start moving on!!
I am strong and I can move on without him, I don't need him, I am myself and no one is going to use me and I will look back and smile at my progress! Whew... Yeah...I have my family and me mum to thank. I will make all of them proud and I will never stop loving them!
I will keep going on letting go of the past and walking to a beautiful light.