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CAMEROON: When the Internet Went Dark

With Internet access newly restored, Nakinti reflects on all that was lost during the three-month, government-imposed blackout.

Every minute I spent in the Francophone city, I felt more like a refugee in my own country.

For the past three months, every day I spent in my home city of Bamenda, Cameroon I felt like something important was missing. Something important actually was missing—the Internet.

In January, the government of Cameroon shut down the Internet for the whole of English-speaking Cameroon. It claimed that Anglophone Cameroonians were using social media to fuel anti-government protests and threaten national unity.

Shutting down the Internet in Anglophone Cameroon meant that one-third of the country’s population was without access while our Francophone brothers and sisters enjoyed everything that comes with Internet connectivity.

The political protests in the Anglophone part of the country started out more like a joke. Teachers went on strike to protest the dominance of Francophone teachers in Anglophone schools.They said they were “unteaching” students with their limited knowledge of the English language.

People expected that, like every other teachers’ strike, classes would resume within a week. We would never have thought that the strike would degenerate into massive protests so intense that we would see blood flow, people die, buildings burn to ash, rampant arrests, schools shut down for months, and the Internet shut down, too.

It should be noted that Anglophones are a minority in Cameroon and have been disgruntled for decades about Francophone dominance in all facets of Cameroon’s economy. The situation has been referred to in our country as "The Anglophone Problem."

The strike that began in November 2016 has yet to come to an end, and until last week, no one knew when our part of the country would be reconnected to the Internet. Then, on 20 April, after three long and painful months, I received a text to my phone.

"Sister put on your data, Internet has been restored."

I rushed to my phone to find there wasn’t yet Internet from my phone data provider, so I reached for my laptop to check a second source—and there was a signal! Immediately, I connected online and I felt happy relief. The government had finally restored Internet access to Anglophone regions.

My happiness faded quickly to annoyance at my government for what they put us through. They punished people who had not committed a crime, taking away one of the greatest development tools—digital access.

But after about 20 minutes or so, I felt relaxed and gulped down a glass of cold water. I told myself, "Nakinti, I am always proud of you for turning all your challenges into opportunities."

I am filled with satisfaction because I challenged myself to make use of the forced disconnection. I repurposed the time I would have spent on the Internet to write and write and write without stop. And on the 19th of April 2017—just one day before our online access was restored—I completed a book titled "Building Your Dream Organization or NGO." To me, that is enough to leave me satisfied with what I accomplished in the absence of an online connection.

And yet, I lost so much during that time—and that leaves me with heartbreak.

Since the Internet first went dark, every weekend I would pack my little backpack, go to the bus station, and pay for a ticket to travel to a Francophone city many kilometers away from Bamenda in order to get online.

Each weekend I would spend close to $100 US for transportation, food, and hotel bills. I would wallow in pain when I thought of the cost. I was also struck by fear any time I thought of the risks I took each time I traveled.

The road was rough and drivers were reckless; I worried that thieves would break into my house should they discover I was out of town. My home sat empty, for I had moved my children to my mum and dad’s when the protests had become too violent and risky. The cities were dangerous—there were gunshots, tear gas, and arrests on the streets. Today, the violence has reduced as people sit indoors during the week at the request of Anglophone leaders, turning our streets into ghost towns.

When I was out in the Francophone regions, I slept with my eyes open, unsure of the hotel’s security. Every minute I spent in the Francophone city, I felt more like a refugee in my own country.

I found myself wishing that I were a magician so that I could have commanded the Internet to return. But since I was not, I painfully remained an Internet refugee, my heart bleeding all the while for what we had lost.

When I think of all the opportunities I missed out on as a result of the shutdown, I cry like a baby.

During that time, I saw emails late, missed important deadlines, and missed out on opportunities both online and off. For example, I missed the offer of a full scholarship to attend a two-month training abroad.

What did we do to deserve this?

In the Francophone city, hotel attendants don’t speak English so they would look at me like I was an idiot when I spoke. When I tried to hail a taxi or commercial bike, the drivers would take off the second a word of English came out of my mouth. Restaurant owners didn’t understand my food orders and would abandon me until I tried ordering in "Franglais" (English mixed with French). It pained me especially when during these encounters they would refer to Anglophones as foolish and say we are fighting a lost battle.

Again, what did we do to deserve all this?

Many Anglophone Cameroonians do not have enough money for food, and could not possibly have had enough to pay for transportation and hotel stays in a Francophone city. There are those of us who work online, those whose livelihoods depend on doing business online, those who study, do research, or are involved in trainings online.

This blackout has affected people in so many ways. The Internet is a vital tool for development, and cutting access put this development work on hold. Shutting down online connection for an entire group of people is a violation of our freedom to access information. It is a violation of our rights.

I cry for my fellow brothers and sisters who like me missed out on so much because they didn’t have Internet access. I hope we shall never again see a day without the option to log on.

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Follow the hashtag #FreeAllArrested to learn more about the current situation in Cameroon and add your voice to pressure the Cameroonian government to release all Anglophone leaders detained during the protests.  

Nakinti also seeks a volunteer to help edit the book she wrote against all odds during the three-month Internet blackout. You can get in touch with Nakinti in the comments section below, or message her directly through her World Pulse profile.

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This was really a sad expirence, living in southern Cameroon like you and many others during the internet blackout was a grate challenge too. I understand your pain and wish such deprivation never repeat itself.

Dear Frisa,

I don't want to live such sad experience again. It was so-so challenging. No government should ever do that to its citizens. Thank you my sister for adding your voice to this.

sending you love

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Hello Nakinti, You have educated me! I didn't know that Camaroon had the French and the English areas. Language differences can cause some real prejudices. This is unfortunate. I admire you for spending the time, without internet access, to write your book! Wow! This was a perfect gift of time to accomplish this. Congratulations. Keep up your good work!

Dear WorldCare,

I am so happy that I was able to educate you about Cameroon's diversity. The language disparity has left anglophones in pain for so long because they are a minority. It is really so unfortunate. The internet blackout is one bad experience we would never want to experience again.

Writing my book was a firm decision I took to use the time I spent on the internet to write a book -- and it worked. I am so grateful to myself for picking up the courage to do so. Amazing!

Thank you WorldCare for all the encouragement.

With love

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Dear Nakinti

I know what you are going through. When you are so used to working online it's so frustrating when you can't access the Internet.  We are having a similar challenge here in uganda. During the last election the Internet was shut down and many people didn't know about cloudvpn. Many people could not communicate and many polling stations started voting late. Many people didn't vote. 

Even now we are being robbed when it comes to Internet charges.  As soon as you load your data you receive a message that you have used 70 percent. This has made using the Internet on our phones very costly and yet it's the easiet and fastest way of communication. For example I am always on the move and I cannot sit in an Internet Cafe.  So the phone works for me but I feel so frustrated. 

But it's not about me now. It's and boutique you. I am glad you were able to complete your book despite all the challenges. I guess that's what makes us strong. Well done and continue to soar, the sky is the limit.

Stay blessed. 

Mrs. Anita Kiddu Muhanguzi Head of Legal and Advocacy Centre for Batwa Minorities a.kiddu@gmail.com cfmlegal@gmail.com Skype: mrs_muhanguzi

Dear sis Anita,

It was more than frustrating for us not to access internet. Oh No, I can't believe Uganda experienced that too. What is going on in African countries? May God help us.

The case is the same in Cameroon my sister. Data is very expensive. I use atleast $50 every month for data. There is nothing we can do. I wonder whether our countries are moving forward or backward. May God see us through.

I am so happy about my book dear -- so happy. I can't wait to hold the finished copy in my hands.

Best regards

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Dear Nakinti,

It is a relief and a celebration to have you back online with us. We all prayed for your safety and all those in Cameroon who lost access during this period! Your dedication to traveling so far and so often to remain connected is incredible. Your story is a critical reminder to us all to 1) never take our access for granted, and 2) always fight for the right of us all to have that access.

Congratulations on writing your book - I am so impressed by how you didn't let a very large challenge stand in your way, and excited for what's to come for you!

In solidarity,

Chelsea

Dear Chelsea,

Thank you so much for your prayers -- they worked. I am so happy to be back online with you all. When I think of what I achieved during the blackout, I feel relieved that at least I achieved something to cover that pain. Can't wait for my book too be edited and published. It is going to hold a strong story behind its publication.

With love,

from Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Dear Nakinti,

I loved the part of how you turned your adversity into awesomeness -- you completed your book!

That's amazing. I am so excited about this your new baby as it will be a good memory and at the same time a great feat.

I am glad to hear about the restored internet in Cameroun. It's great to have you back online.

Hearty Cheers, Fasoranti

...dust the smoke off the limitless treasures in you.

Oh yes my sister! I just got up one day and asked mysefl "Why can't I use this shut down period for a meaningful activity," then boom, I picked up my laptop and started work. Page by page, chapter by chapter, I got it down.

Thank you Fasoranti for visiting

With love

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Hey Nakinti

I like this piece because it pains a vivid picture of the dehumanizing situation we passed through. I understand you perfectly well because there were days you spend that amount of money and time to get connection just to get there and the lines are slow or no access. May this kind of human right violation NEVER repeat itself in the history of my nation. Nakinti thanks for tell our story. I will be your moderator on your book launch. I am proud of you because you did something during this period

Sally Maforchi Mboumien

Founder/Coordinator COMAGEND Cameroon

Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/women.girls.healthrights/

LinkedIn ID: Sally Maforchi Mboumien

Advanced Digital Changemaker 2017

My sister Masalien,

We were in this mess together. You can understand exactly what we went through to get through this. May we never experience this anylonger -- it was so hard. I thank God I got my book to finish level. God lead me through!

Thank you for your kind words.

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Hello Nakinti,

What you went through is better imagined than experience! I know how i feel each time my data has to go off because of hitches with service provider companies. I find it really frustrating whenever that happens. So I can understand a bit the frustration you must have felt. It is good though that you were able to take advantage of the situation to complete your book. Congratulations on your new book.

Cheers Eseoghene

Honestly, dear Ese!

What we went through is better imagined than experienced. Before, I would go mad if my connection experienced problems from the providers. I never ever imagined that I could stay a full day without connection, but I stayed a full three months without it. Well, I am glad I completed my book.

Thank you so much dear

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Your story is important for people to see.  Thank you for sharing.  I am very impressed by how you used your time without the Internet.  Writing a book is impressive -- congratulations!  Importantly, now that the Internet is back up, you are back on line and sharing what is happening.  People can't help without the knowledge of what is going on.  Thank you for your courage and insights.

Dear sfbgm,

Thank you so much for your kind words. I just couldn't misuse the time without internet. I am so happy I achieved something out of that very difficult period.

Sending you peace and love from Cameroon

Nakinti

 

 

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Bravo, Nakinti! You were not defeated by your government's actions but turned that situation into your triumph. Your perseverance is the best demonstration of your successful journey and I am looking forward to reading more about this path that you are setting for yourself and for others in your country. Know that you are inspiring not only those within your borders, within your Anglophone region, but around the world.

Dear JB,

Our government wanted to frustrate us but we turn around and made something out of the frustration. I am particularly happy that I would use my book to tell people the story of how it came about. It is so significant to me and to my community as a whole.

Dear JB, your beautiful comment has made my day. Thank you so much for the encouragement.

Sending you love from Cameroon

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Hi Nakinti,

Thanks for sharing your story. I had no idea of the troubles in Cameroon and how some were without Internet for a very long time. Reading this, I think about the amount of time I spend on the Internet (some days it is a lot of time), and I don't know what it would be like to be disconnected for 3+ months. But you've figured out a way to get your voice heard, even in tough times. Best wishes to you and congratulations on your new book!

Dear mkaplan,

It was so-so hard for us. I never imagined I could survive a week without internet, but helplessly, I survived three long months. It was really-really hard. I am praying such a thing never happens again, ever.

When I look at the finished draft of my book, I jump in excitement on how much I covered. Thank you for encouraging me, dear mkaplan.

Sending you warmth and love from Cameroon, despite the current state of uncertainty

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Dear Nakinti,

You showed such incredible strength and grit during a terrible time. What a wonderful story on how to be thankful and move forward even in the face of great frustration and loss. Thank you for educating me on the history and current political climate in Cameroon, and congratulations on your book!

Dear EquinixSCV,

Thank you, dear EquinixSCV. I am so happy you have been able to learn a thing or two about Cameroon's history. It is a history of one, two, one and now people are fighting to be two again. The tension that has quietly hovered in the air for over 62 years is gradually losing its patience. How I wish things can return to my country. If wishes were horses...

Thank you so much for reading through my piece and dropping such heartwarming comment.

Sending you love, from Cameroon

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Thanks for the sharing.  Life is sometimes unpredictable like getting into internet is such a thing.  You were so brave and smart to respond to these unexpected incidences...learnt a lot from you. Thanks!

Dear Piggy,

Life is truly sometimes unpredictable. If I think about all what we (anglophone Cameroonians) went through to access the internet, it breaks my heart. Let that never happen again. My heart bleeds.

Sending you love

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Dear Piggy,

Life is truly sometimes unpredictable. If I think about all what we (anglophone Cameroonians) went through to access the internet, it breaks my heart. Let that never happen again. My heart bleeds.

Sending you love

Nakinti

Nakinti B. Nofuru

2013 VOF

Founder/CEO Rescue Women - Cameroon (REWOCAM)

nakintin@yahoo.com or rescuewomen@yahoo.com

 

Dear Nakinti,

I wonder how i missed out on this story. It reminds me of the painful experience during the black out. Am delighted with minds like yours who were courageous to write. Thank you for this beautiful piece