I discovered today World Pulse, and I believe that this is the sign I was waiting for. I am a business graduate with an average of 87 over 100. I spent days and nights searching for a job opportunity in my home country Lebanon, but I was disappointed to know that no matter my excellent academic performance, I do not qualify for anything. At that moment, I decided to pursue a master's degree. The first thing that came to my mind was how could I fund my studies and my living expenses? One answer: Scholarships! But another disappointment knocked the door, whispering " You're too late dear, applications for scholarships were closed few weeks ago." But I refuse to give up. Pursuing my master's degree abroad, while working and being held responsible for everything, is a challenge for, which is exactly what I need in order to grow into the woman I look up to: My future self. The little girl who kept on day dreaming while walking through hell, because she knew that she had to keep on walking, to reach a better place. While growing up, I constantly searched for someone to inspire me, a woman of power, but everyone was letting me down, they made me give up on so many dreams because they convinced that at the end of the day, "I am just a woman", How could a woman become successful? How could a woman travel by herself? How could a woman study and work at the same time? How could a woman be anything but a mother, a sister and a daughter of a man? Well, prepare your notebooks gentlemen, because I am going to show you how. They made me think that I wasn’t good enough, and that even if I was, I don’t have the means to become what I wanted. Now that I realize that being "a woman", is the greatest blessing in my life, and that society itself is the only curse, nobody can force me to do anything or stop me from doing everything I want. I refuse to give up. I work on myself by myself, for every little girl dreaming out there. I appreciate everything, the good and the bad, I look for opportunities knowing that they are looking for me too. I have this feeling that all of what is happening to me, is happening for a reason, is preparing me to inspire someone else to start from the zero, and to keep on fighting until SHE breaks the scale.
People normally look at the glass as have empty or half full, while I look at it as an opportunity for me to drink water. Finding the World Pulse today is my opportunity to find a scholarship that can fund my stay in France starting fall 2021, after getting accepted for my master's program. As a believer in the law of attraction, my mantra has always been Ask, Believe, Receive. But today I am mature enough to be aware that it is actually, Ask , Act, Believe and then Receive. By posting this request, I will have completed the second step, and all what I will be left with, is hope and the act of waiting for a response.
Stay Safe, with love
Fund living expenses for my stay abroad if I get my university acceptance