Moments of Hope: Hopeful to see you soon

Akshaya9
Posted January 11, 2020

So many years passed by, i feel like more bad times i experienced than good times. Sometimes I asked myself, " did i born to be suffered in this world? ".

One day, i send to my aunt ( my father sister and she's a pastor) about the story i wrote here , "My pain as a daughter and my hope as a mother ". After she read my story, she feel sorry because she didn't know what I'm going through before. 

She even said to me " the Lord loves you so much, His with you always ", i don't understand why my aunt told me that God's love me while I experienced all this suffering in my life. 

But then, I realized why God's love me. Without all this trials that He gave me, I may not be a strong woman right now who's fighting the battle of my life until today. God mold me to be indomitable woman, that's why I'm still standing here and facing all the challenges in my life. 

In times of darkness of my life i can find light through to Him, the Glory of God and to my kid's.  God showing me not to lost hope, keep on fighting the battle and be the survivor of this storm because I'll still have my kid's who depend on me.

And one day, i can win the battle and i can see the rainbow in my life. 

This story was submitted in response to Moments of Hope.

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Elizabeth Ziro
Jan 12
Jan 12

Hold on a little bit, all shall be well.

Akshaya9
Jan 12
Jan 12

Hi Elizabeth,
Thank you for your encouragement.

Best Regards

Elizabeth Ziro
Jan 13
Jan 13

Kind regards dear one, and hoping you are doing fine.
Do not give up!!!!

Tamarack Verrall
Jan 12
Jan 12

Dear Akshaya,
You have one through so many tough times, the kind of times no one should have to experience. But you are turning this around by emerging with the strength and knowledge you have. I hope you begin to see that beautiful rainbow that is you. It is good to know that you do know it is there. Your beautiful rainbow self shines through your writing.

Akshaya9
Jan 16
Jan 16

Hello Auntie Tam,
Thank you for your kind words and giving me strength not to lose hope. Hope you doing fine.

Have a nice day.

Anita Shrestha
Jan 12
Jan 12

thank u for sharing

Akshaya9
Jan 16
Jan 16

Hi Anita,
It's my pleasure and thank you for reading my story.

Have a nice day dear

Anita Kiddu Muhanguzi

My dear sister,
Hope you are well. Never lose hope. All will be well. I know at times it is hard to see the light but it is always there. Always be positive, never let negative thoughts into your mind. Be grateful and you will be amazed at how the universe will reward you.
Have a great day and lovely 2020

Akshaya9
Jan 16
Jan 16

Hi Anita,
Thank you for your kind words and encouraging message. Hope you doing fine.

Have a nice day dear

Jill Langhus
Jan 13
Jan 13

Hi Jackie,

Thanks for sharing your inspiring story, dear. I'm glad you have faith to carry you through. I think you've already won in some ways, dear. You are strong, you have your health and a lot of love and family in your life:-)

XX

Akshaya9
Jan 16
Jan 16

Hi Sister Jill,
Thank you for reading my story. Maybe i won some of it but i cannot notice, hahaha. Hope you doing fine.

Have a nice day dear

Jill Langhus
Jan 17
Jan 17

Hello dear:-)

You're welcome! Oh:-( Well, I hope you do one day, dear. You have a lot to be grateful for.

I'm doing well, thanks.

Hope you have a great weekend, love:-)

XX

Hello, my beloved Jackie,

You are such a strong woman, and it is truly by God's grace that you are still fighting today. For some, if they experienced what you've gone through, they would be inside a mental institution because they could not bear the series of trauma you've been through. But here you are, fighting and writing and moving on, that is how brave and strong you are, and as they say, you are only given trials that you can handle. This is your size. It's a very big size.

I hope you won't lose hope. We always say this, "Habang may buhay, may pag-asa!" Kaya nimo na kay tinood man jud na gihigugma ka sa Ginoo ba. Hugs!

Akshaya9
Jan 16
Jan 16

Hi Kaye,
Thank you for your kind words and encouraging message that make's my tears falling. You're right Kaye, maybe I'm already crazy if i don't know how to handle my problems. I'm holding on to my kid's, they still need me and they make me more stronger.
Hope you doing fine. Take care and your family.

Big hugs

You’re welcome, Jack. That’s true. Count your blessings always. You have a lot! Keep on fighting!

Yes, I’m doing well! Thank you.

Lisbeth
Jan 14
Jan 14

Dear Akshaya,
How are you doing now? I hope things atleast are improving if not better.
Hmmm, is not only you that asks such question dear. We are a lot. However, like you said every mistake, problem, situations make us learnt and grow. It's sad we have to experience things the hard way :-(. Thanks for this inspiring post.
Please take one day at a time.
Greetings

Akshaya9
Jan 15
Jan 15

Hi Lisbeth,
I'm doing great but still don't have improvement and I'm hoping it will be improve soon.

Thank you for your kind words sister. Hope you doing fine.

Have a nice day.

Lisbeth
Jan 16
Jan 16

Sure things always improves. I am praying for you too.
Hang on :-(
Take care

dianagrace808
Jan 24
Jan 24

Jack, don't lose hope! I know your strong and brave. You can do this.

Miss you and Love you. Take care always and the kids.

Akshaya9
Jan 25
Jan 25

Aloha yan,
Thank you for your kind message :-) . Hope you doing fine. Take care and the kiddos.

Big hugss and love lots

ARREY- ECHI
Jan 24
Jan 24

Dear Akshaya,
God loves you because you are special, uniquely made. Keep looking for that rainbow dear sister. One day, the sky will become beautiful and that is why we call it HOPE.
Love and hugs

Akshaya9
Jan 25
Jan 25

Hi Arrey,
Thank you for your kind message and encouraging words.

Have a nice day dear