Being disabled

Akshaya9
Posted March 29, 2021

I don't know the feeling of being disabled until I'm in that situation right now .

I've been sicked for 3 months, no proper of eating food because I don't have appetite. I can't go to the clinic / hospital for checked up because of Lockdown and then suddenly declared for shutdown again, so we need to wait. While at home we doing herbal medication. 

My monthly period suddenly changed, in one month twice will come out. Everytime I have a monthly period, I felt giddy and a lot of blood coming out with the molds of blood. This is continuously happened to me until we found the natural medicine and back to normal my monthly period. 

This is the time also I'm become disabled, I can sit on my own but can't stand up by my self. I need to wear diaper which I don't like before. Have times I cried because I don't want to be like this, I asked Him if you want to take my life just take it and don't make me suffer like this. I'm 25kg or lesser right now.

I lost hope but my children giving me light to keep on fighting, by God's grace I already have appetite to eat. Soon I can walk again... 

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rebecca.tang
Mar 29
Mar 29

I feel sorry to hear your story. Please try to seek medical assistance as soon as possible.
Be strong! Don't give up!
May Almighty God bless you! You will recover soon!

Akshaya9
Mar 30
Mar 30

Hi dear Rebecca,
You remind me my mom because you have the same name, she also worried my situation. We are not the same roof, she's in Philippines and I'm in abroad.
Anyway, thank you for your kind message. I'm hoping to recover soon.

Hugs

Beth Lacey
Apr 01
Apr 01

I am wishing you a speedy recovery. Your children are a great support for you. I hope you can stay strong

Akshaya9
Apr 01
Apr 01

Hi Beth,
Thank you for reading my story and thank you for your kind words.

Take care