Who Am I ?

I am Balakrishna M. Ramaraju, 82 years . Anything I write, say, do and think , everything is about my departed wife Sumangali Srimathi VIJAYAkrishna Lakshmi KAmeswari RAMARAJUm who passed away on 20 June 2015, battling Hepatitis C for five years . Prefix 'SUMANGALI' means A Wife who predeceases Husband ; I am alive and SHE has gone . Sumangali is opposite of being A Widow. Second prefix following Sumangali, 'SRIMATHI' means Mrs. Now let me explain what HER name means. VIJAYAkrishna is HER first Name ; I capitalized VIJAYA because I always affectionately address HER as VIJAYA , which means Victory, so VIJAYA is A Sanskrit Word which stands for Victoria. I affixed Krishna to VIJAYA as Krishna is my first name and VIJAYAkrishna stands for inseparable VIJAYA and krishna. I left out Bala in my first name because Bala means a toddler and I am no toddler being an Octogenarian. HER middle Name comprises of two names - LAKSHMI & KAMESWARI - Lakshmi is Goddess of Wealth , material as well as Spiritual; KAMESWARI is Primordial Goddess of All Universe, Mother of All Mothers and one Who Looks after the welfare of humanity and grants wishes to each and one of all of us as per our needs and expectations. RAMARAJU is our family name , so now you friends understand HER name Sumnagali Srimathi VIJAYAkrishna LakshmiKAmeswari RAMARAJU. SHE is born on 04 June 1944 , completed High School , married me as arranged by elders on 21 April 1956. SHE accompanied me across India, United Kingdom, and USA from 30 August 1958 until HER last breath on 20 June 2015. She is MOTHER of my five wonderful children, two sons and three daughters, all of whom wre brought up by HER single handedly without any help from me. On 5, 6, and 7 July 2016 , all my family members are Performing HER first Anniversary. Om Jeeva Saanthi = Peace To HER Physical Body; Om JeevAathma Saanthi = Peace to HER Immortal Soul ( Aaathma ); Om ParamAathma Saanthi = Peace Be To Supreme Divinity From Which SHE came and To Same SHE is bound.