Time For Everything.

Good morning to you all;

            Life indeed has been tough for my family growing up and for me in early  marriage. But am here to give a testimony  and to thank everyone who participated  to make my life what it is and is getting to be today. 

       A year ago I was introduced to this forum, That was by anty Miranda. I explained to her what I was going through and she encouraged me to join this group saying this is where I can get some help. I was so relieved and honestly thought that, after speaking up of the horrible  violations I was going through definitely  will get the financial assistance I needed.Yes I needed financial assistance so badly. 

     After a series of post explaining my story, my ambition and desires. I got 3 persons who contacted me. One promised to send me some money but along the line honestly up to date I can't tell what happens, she  only didn't send and the rate she communicated  with me apparently  dropped. The thoughts of everything crossed my mind as I wonder what was wrong. I even thought I have created  problems with my self begging or asking for help

  The second person wanted me to market her products, that is go about town selling, i was so interested  but came my pregnant  state then that even Ma Edith saw I could trade at that state

  I write about the third person in tears, mummy Nakinti. Thank you so much. After reading one of my post she requested  to see me. I met up, explained my self and condition to her and she decided to help with emergency  baby items. At that time 8 months I had nothing, my husbands salary till date I write is suspended for reasons I can't explain. I thanked her so much and am still here to thank you so much for that help you rendered to me. I am waiting patiently to tell my daughter  Petra when she grows  up about you and definitely show you to her. Your stories daily on Facebook inspired and inspires me and it has made the woman I am today and writing

      Above was in sumarry of how I got here and what I thought and what I got. 

       During the times when some reactions from her really got me feeling so bad, I totally lost hope but came a day I was reflecting so hard and decided to write out in a book. After that I felt so relieved  and made a facebook post saying I have lived my life in complete darkness and torture and its time to realize those dreams. I started working, reading hard and doing pity trading to raise money. I then left registered for the State Registered Nursing Entrance Examination  and pass.  I was happy and my encouragement to this profession remained my Sickle Cell  surviving  younger Brother. 

     After writing I passed and started school. While schooling I started selling Groundnut  and sweets in class. This helped me to raise some money and also able to help my family, things started falling in place. 

    I later had a dream helping someone and I was sharing food stuffs. When I work up I couldn't interpret  the dream till in the afternoon someday returning from school, met a babby sleeping by the road side, looking so soiled, not properly  dressed  and worst sleeping by the road side. I dropped out of the car,  spoke to her and letter met with her mother who told me in tears a very sad story about them. 

    I came home, so sad deep within me and I decided to go there and help them with food stuffs. That was my first project  and since then I have till date helped 5 young girls (Displaced Persons) and 2 old with dresses, food, and little finance over a space of 9 months

   My Testimony  is, i was here to seek help but through numerous advice, counselling and even the hurts I got pushed me to be who I am today and now am a help giver, a problem  solver and a shoulder for someone to cry on. Am Into the health care sector, presently at the Bamenda Regional Hospital for internship. I do my work with passion and love and from my heart I say thank you to world pulse

    Thank everyone who trusted in me ,thank you mummy Nakinti, thank you Mummy Edith and thanks even to the ones who hurt me because am where I am today because you stimulated the inner woman in me

Today I worn an award, this is joyful and from my heart I dedicate  this award to World  Pulse.