Rape

Chi8629
Posted April 13, 2020 from Nigeria

He told me he loved me ,

That he would like me to

Meet his parents ,I believed 

And trusted him with my 

Heart ,after school I received

 a call from him that's it's time 

To go and see his parents,I

Never knew he had another plan beneath his sleeve,I followed him to his house 

On getting to the house he 

Closed the door and asked me to sit that his parents were inside the room ,I sat quitely 

Waiting for his parents to come 

Out ,when I looked up I saw only him coming out from the room I became afraid,it was then that it dawn on me that I 

Entered the wrong hands,I tried to escape,he pulled me back and hit my head on the wall,by that time I was already bleeding from the nose,He said and I quote"If you dare try to escape I will beckon on my cousins to come and have there way with you ,he raped me and after that

Experience I find it very hard to love a man and no amount of thearpy will make me enjoy sex 

Again in my life .

Lately iam beginning to have strong feeling for women, because women are naturally tender,Juicy and loving.Iam trying so hard to fight the feeling of being with my fellow 

Woman but the more I fight the

More I fall so much deep in love with women .How do I  stop this feeling ?This is my story.I love ya all beautiful people.Thank you ,.Stay safe

 

 

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Tamarack Verrall
Apr 13
Apr 13

My dear sister Chioma,
Having endured violence at the hands of men can easily be confused with discovering the depth of love you feel for women. In reality these are separate, or even if connected, it is the lack of information that many women love women that is the hidden information, and often too dangerous to say out loud because we break the rules. This love is real, and many of us have had to learn to listen to our own hearts rather than the society which still proclaims that it is wrong. It isn't. There always has been deep love between women. Some say one in 10. This is a right, to be respected for who you choose to be closest to in your life.
In sisterhood,
Tam

Chi8629
Apr 14
Apr 14

Thank you Tam ,it gladdens my heart to receive this wonderful message from a sister here
Iam elated dear Tam.
Thank you much love.

Hello, Chioma,

Welcome to World Pulse! What a joy that a new voice from Nigeria is rising up!

Oh, dear, I’m sorry about what that guy did to you. I understand that betrayal made it difficult for you to love or trust men. You’re right, therapy won’t be able to help.

I agree with Tam. We all have love for women, and that love would differ from one or the other. It’s like a spectrum of love.

Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are so brave. Welcome again to our growing sisterhood!

Chi8629
Apr 14
Apr 14

Hi Karen,
Thank you so much for
This wonderful message
I really appreciate you alot.
Thank you so much.Much love .

You’re welcome, dear. Have a lovely day. Please keep sharing your stories.

Hannah B
Apr 14
Apr 14

Hi Chioma,
Thank you for being so courageous in sharing your story with us! You are a brave and beautiful person, and I am glad that you have found the community of World Pulse. I hope that here you will find many voices of women who have experienced all kinds of love and will support you unconditionally.
Sending you love and peace!
Hannah

Chi8629
Apr 14
Apr 14

Hello Hannah B
Good glad to hear
From you .Thank you

Anita Shrestha
Apr 15
Apr 15

Thank you for sharing

Chi8629
Apr 15
Apr 15

Hello Anita,
You are welcome.
Thank you.

Thelma obani 2020
Apr 15
Apr 15

Thanks for sharing. You are one step ahead dear, you have voiced out.. don't stop loving and taking care of yourself. You are loved always. Stay strong and safe ❤❤❤

Chi8629
Apr 15
Apr 15

Hello Thelma
Thank you for
Your understanding
Words to me
Good to hear from you.
Thank you.