just i want to be myself

the Oriental society made templates for everything,you have to dream by walking on the map drawn you a fenced community of customs and traditions, many of which line community teach you to do what pleases people and it does not matter to your satisfaction or not
And more personality weak and can be provisions circle control and restrictions and orders them are women and template preset women were created to be a wife and mother of this overall despite the presence of communities managed to come out of women to education and work, but all of this in the service of the same idea to be a wife and mother only
My problem with my community it was refuse my dreams it wants me to walk on its map, and my small community mother, father, husband's, sisters and brothers when i refer my far dream to them , they look at me in astonishment and on their tongues Why? But it's enough to be a mother and wife my answer to be it's not enough I'm a human I have dreams I want to achieve it
The next I am a wife and mother why not????
And begins the series resistance against this idea stiff resistance despite
I am educated and I work but the creativity of women in society is a curse eastern them over what is a blessing because it is unacceptable and strange

But nevertheless there are women succeeded and continued their dreams and achieve but for me and my circumstances avatar I'm actually in the circle of resistance and the grace of God that Find this magician in my life is internet, I can right away from these restrictions and eyes surveillance for anything to try achieve my dreams
I live in a stiff resistance ,just I want to be satisfied with myself when I can to achieved my dreams into action
I already succeeded may be small successes but small on a small produce something great and still I walk in the path of resistance carry my dream on my hands to make it piece by piece from my soul and my mind and my heart
Resistance severe, especially if the man eastern aims responsibility of the home and children all over women Eastern blessing the community and so I carry responsibility of the home and children and responsibility of my dreams. I carry a heavy load on my shoulders I walk out in the way of my dreams for I am determined to be what I want now I write this the Post after what I did my fully responsibility cleaned house, made food, studied with my children and made sweet also . everyone in home were sleeping after a long day and I went to sleep too but my dream weak me up to writing to sit down and write than i type and total determination to be what I want
The road in my community very hard and opportunities weak to be journalist officially I do not have Career and experience with regret prefer owners instrumentality and those who have close and I do not have it and would prefer the owners young age and I'm a big prefer girl non-married to be free to work and I'm not, so What I do all the roads are closed؟
But I will Not surrendered I'm blogging ,Create books with my friends I make seminars participate in workshops on writing short stories I share in the presentation narrated the stories i out to the world that refused me
That I sat it to front of me to listen to me every day on the social networking sites Facebook Twitter here I will not stay away from this world before to listen to me and finally completed the work in the scenario to be the free scriptwriter
All acts hovering around the biggest dream to be a journalist and I came here on this site I can realize this dream
I want to learn Arts Press, this site does not require anything except my talent and my desire I like to be here and I am trying to this inside my heart