The little ambitious girl

Being a little girl with a lot of aspiration and ambition as one of the key holders to her dream, this dream of mine made me to see the future in a different perspective, that which I believe every thing you aspire comes at ones.

Everything I aspired in life is not as I taught because I have noticed that in all efforts, I turned to realized that every thing is in a stand still.

Now I am confused because I actually believe in what the bible says and now things are not the way I taught they would be. I believed in giving and helping but it's like it is the reverse.

As a young girl I used to hear people helping their communities with  support from other organizations and it is benefiting to others. That was one of my motivating factors that was in my ambition.

Lastly, I could do some support with the little allowance from my job, but now its really difficult because I don't have a monthly allowance again couple with the fact that I am a family person and runs the house alone. School will soon resume and things are not as easy as before. That's the simple truth and I can't pretend. It is really challenging and heart breaking when you don't achieve your objectives in life.

God knows I have tried.