Learning the hard way

I think there’s always a failure for you to learn. One way for you to do something right is for you to do something wrong  and then you will do it the right way. . 

It is not that  there isn’t plenty of advice  around but sometimes we  find our life’s already messed up. 

    «  I learn thé hard way  in that , I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings . Even if I respect theirs . I hv always been really nice to love ones but  always being taken for granted 

        I will do my every best to keep a relationship but ending up being the loser . You cannot work and obey à man in your whole life . Being there is a matter of companion but to me it has never been that easy .

       Being a good person didn’t Garantee that others will be  good people,  too ..

You only hv control over your sekf   And how you choise to be as a person  . As for others you can only choise to accept them or walk  away .

   Though it has  not been easy with my infertility conditions . I finally grt married a few months back  to a man  who actually accepted me with my conditions  .,it’s all about just hving a partner with whom you can  make a happy life . But the sad story behind it is that he’s had  brain surgeries and  with his poor health conditions I am forced to manage financially on my own and take it the way it is . How can I find happiness with a man who shuts down always . He is always in and out of the hospital . At the end of the day am a lonely woman . He is  away from me now because of his health issues .,I think where I can find joy and company is only with my sisters in worldpules. 

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