Life full of shortcomings

ishani sanyal
Posted March 8, 2019 from India

I have gone through an extremely bad and difficult phase in life I used to have poor emotional health,low E.Q. and premenstrual dysphoric disorder when I was very small each day each year was full of sadness,hopelessness and despair I used to sit alone cry I was all alone people used to treat me as an object of ridicule gossip,take interest in my condition wanted to sexually harass me

I had no one to share my feelings with I couldn't step out of my house people wanted to molest me I don't had self respect I often had very low self esteem I didn't understand what to do no one wanted to talk to me to mingle with me also I don't had that much understanding also I wasn't independent also so days went by in this way I became completely helpless 

pmdd and poor emotional health  is something which people often ridicule do gossip people who have suffered and physicians, counsellors only they can understand both have same symptoms violent outbursts,extreme irritabilty,aggression,extreme sadness.

When you have someone to discuss these with life becomes easy which wasn't with me 

after so many years I have moved to some other place my pmdd got cured 

gratitude to my mum and sister as I got cured   

person with pmdd and poor eq needs understanding 

This story was submitted in response to Change Starts With a Story.

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Jill Langhus
Mar 08, 2019
Mar 08, 2019

Hi Ishani,

Thanks for sharing your story. That must have been difficult, but I'm glad you're feeling better now. So, you overcame your mental challenges through therapy? I'm curious how you overcame them. I agree that overall people need to be more compassionate, understanding, and tolerant toward others.

I hope you're having a good IWD.

ishani sanyal
Mar 08, 2019
Mar 08, 2019

thanks

Jill Langhus
Mar 08, 2019
Mar 08, 2019

You're welcome:-)

Beth Lacey
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019

Happy that you are better and that you have supportive people in your life

ishani sanyal
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019

thanks

Suchitra Acharjee
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019

Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are fighter dear! <3

ANJ ANA
Sep 30, 2019
Sep 30, 2019

Dear Ishani,
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and pains with us. I know its easy to say but how hard is it to live with and experience it (there are three friends of mine, who are suffering from the same kind of disease since decades). You are a true fighter and yet you have a nice heart of gratitude, so keep it up and please share your feelings in this platform. Wish you for the recovery soon.

Anita Shrestha
Oct 05, 2019
Oct 05, 2019

Dear Ishanie
Same situation happen to me also. Finally, I thought, life must be changed, thought must be changed and all things should be changed. That's why at the last I changed myself with positive thought and I always do hardwork.
Therefore, due to my positive attitude, I passed PhD this year. Therefore, struggle we must do but in the every second of struggle, people must be happy .

Jacqueline Namutaawe
Oct 17, 2019
Oct 17, 2019

Hello Ishani thanks for sharing your story. You must have gone through a really difficult phase and am glad there is bounce back in you. Atleast there is a listening and understanding soul here on World Pulse feel at home and we are glad you are feeling better now.