The Bondage



Every cell of my body has a structure of life



There are components



Functions, energy



My instinct



The inner voice



Fill the whole of me up



Lead me to another flow



Flow of wisdom, wonders



Search, speculation



Wildness, adventures



And,



It never let me go hungry



Then this comes



The teaching that is done at school



Parental, societal grooming sessions



Commandments, commitments, conformity



Handcuffs my steps



Determines my boundaries



And Bridles my directions before I pave my path



Controls my will before I understand the free will



Dictate dos and don’ts, which keep me confined



It ties my tongue before I communicate



It systems my life before I perform it



It instills standards into my mind before I understand the differences



What I am



Who I become



Is predesigned



What I think



How I feel



Is programmed



I, me, self, who gets constructed



As captivity



As a tiny



A vulnerable being



My existence is remotely controlled



The bondage



The isolation



The invasion



It poaches my world



It silences the inner voice



I then learn the fear of wrong doings



I learn to adjust and to obey



The constant demands for right, nice, appropriate and decent



Shackles my self-being with conditions



Subsequently I stop thinking



Feeling



For it invades



Overruns me



and simply



and Obliviously



Frightened



I start observing lives of others, but not mine



Trailing the trodden down route



Instructions guide my way



Tests measure my talent



Memorizations bolster my confidence



Diplomas testify my achievement



Many times I do what I am told, not what I want



I think what I want, not what I am told



The deception, fragmentation



Creates a little hypocrite in me



After all



I who was formed of trillions of cells



Self-owned territory once



Has been raided



At the end of the day



Quite frankly



Not dare to judge or blame for my schooling



Or My society



For it educated, raised me



Am I supposed to rip it all apart



To rebuild myself



Something keeps me chained



The instinct tries to rebel though



My inner gut roars



Roar...



So loud..!!





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