You are afraid to admit how old you are turning this year.you have suffered alot but try to always hide the pain to make society feel at ease and stop their judgement
This is your fourth or let say your sixth year, working as a full time employee.your net salary is 350 or 400 thousand each month , but you don't even have 2 million in your bank account yet you are a celibate
Those whom you consider as your generation are now getting married ,others have children.moreover,they are whose who are living your dream life and drive your dream car .but how come?
How come you only have two shirts and one jeans in addition to few t_shirts your little sister bought for you last year? How come you wear one pair of shoes the whole year without substitute?
But will you believe me if I say that I understand? Will you trust me if i say that I'm proud of you?
You were forced to move from your teenage life and provide for the family. You've never got a time to enjoy what your generation has
Experienced because of the responsibilities you had on plate
Your life has changed alot when you started working with sweat to be a real wimen. Your family has become your priority and made you forgot your self. You were forced to be a mom to your parents and also to your siblings
In those years you've been working,you managed to build a house for them, they are no longer renting you pay school fees for your siblings and make sure that your sisters braids are new,that your mom has new kitenge,and your dad has pocket money
You can't imagine yourself buying new shirt not shoes because their lunches on your head.you are much older than your age. but you keep your sense of humor and cover your soul pain.you can't bring the idea of dating because you know you can't give enough your lovely boy
You keep undermining your self because you feel like you don't deserve good things.you always hear people saying how successful they are and make you feel guilty of having nothing.
But let me tell you this.
You are more than enough.you are true sign of successful person
You were not born rich,but you worked hard and change your family'standard of living .you are the best sister,best girl and role model
Stop asking what the future holds because your hard work will pay,and those who love you will stay.and consider this as well
I'm your secret admirer
Stay blessed all