I am like a child who sits in His lap, waiting for his stories to tell. Asking eagerly, what’s next Lord, then what happened? But as I grow up, every day, I am little by little walking away from him until I could no longer hear His stories. How sad that I’ve let this happened. I used to be His favorites. Good thing, he pulled me from far and let sit beside him. He’s waiting for me to sit on his lap. He misses me so much. But I couldn’t. I’m shy, afraid and hesitant. How could I face him, I was bombarded by vain, erroneous, ungodly voices filling the world around me.
But still, he patiently waited for me… seated again on His lap and listened to Him wholeheartedly. He forgives me.
“Call to me and I will answer you, and I will tell you great and mighty things, which you do not know” a passage is taken from Jeremiah 33:3. That words reminded me of His presence.
Many people fail to hear what He is saying, and I am one of them. Despite the wonderful things He had provided with my life there is still uncertainty, doubting and fear. Maybe, He knows what I feel before. He knows exactly where I am now in my journey and precisely He really got my attention.
I believe this is not a coincidence, it is His plan. He had spoken words through someone else. I just have to attune to His voice that I hear, as soon as He speaks to me. He got my attention and that is to know more of Him and to listen, not simply to hear, but to obey.
I hold still with Him knowing that He expanded my territory. The new responsibility He gave me in my work is a huge challenge. I depend on my life to Him and that’s why I affirmed all his wonderful blessings of a fine mind, healthy body, loving family and friends and a workplace.
As a reminder, I should continue to nurture my spirituality and my relationship with God. It is my desire to be a servant thru his ministry. I will put it into practice what I’ve learned, especially dealing with individuals.
A poem I personally composed....
I woke up with uncertainty
With a restless spirit deep within
I stop and pray
Lord, are you trying to say something?
You desire an intimate bond
“I was loved”
You provide wisdom and direction
“I was guided”
You bring comfort and assurance
“I was strengthened”
Your words illuminate the deep truths of you
“Your spirit works in me”
You want me to discover more about you
“You speak to me”
It’s not about me
It’s about you
Blessed me with an attitude of listening