My love for you shall never change

Meril Swan
Posted September 21, 2020 from Bangladesh

I remember the very first time I saw him..It was Feb 28,2017! We met for the first time after talking 1 month over phone/online chatting..From 2017 Feb to 2020 Aug...Time with you was nothing but a blessing! Now when my time with you came to its expiary date,when I knew that my sweet dream is turning into a nightmare,when I knew that my 3 years happiness is getting away,when I knew that I have to walk alone on the road,when I knew that you will not come to see me,when I knew that I can't beg to make myself wait for your voice in the middle of the night,when I knew that my tender heart which stitched many dreams with you getting unstitched,when I knew that the most dearest part of me was about to separate from me........I couldn't cry or scream or be depressed because my sadness or emptyness of not having you left me nothing to feel! I have lost the power to be sad because am that much sad..

But I can only LOVE you..Even I can live my whole life in pain of you..Because that pain does also comes from you..I can only LOVE you whether its to be with you or not to be with you..I still visit you in my dreams,I still hear you in my thoughts,I still feel you in my empty,hole heart..I can only LOVE you,I can only LOVE you....

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Hello, Swangirlmeril,

This is such a sad post. It looks like a heartbreak. That's a painful experience, dear. I wonder what was the reason why this man "disappeared" from your life, dear. It's only September now, and on your post, you still had a good relationship until August.

I hope you find your healing. You deserve the love you are giving that man. Please love yourself during this time. Hugs, dear.

Meril Swan
Sep 21
Sep 21

Your message really touched my heart.I feel soooo grateful for being a member in the WP!
In our country families are way too conservative..His mother thinks am not suitable for him & the biggest thing is he is very weak at this point! I can't inderstand if I can manage my whole family,why he can't!! I just dedicated myself fully in this pain my dear!

Nini Mappo
Sep 22
Sep 22

Hello Swangirlmeril,
Let your grief be like a graceful swan, swimming in small, deliberate strokes in the pond all yours, to swim calmly and melancholy, until your heart mends.
I am sorry that your heartbreak is so fresh. I am sorry that it is not even his choice to break the relationship, but because his family prejudged you. I wonder what he feels too if he did love you, because it appears that he did,
I hope that you know it wasn't your fault, that you are worthy of love.
I hope that you practise self-care as you wait for healing, and a love that will stay regardless of opposition.
sending hugs and sparkles.

Meril Swan
Sep 22
Sep 22

Thanks a lot from the core of my heart dear..I'm really waiting for him to come back :(

Beth Lacey
Sep 25
Sep 25

I sincerely hope that you can come to the other side of all this pain. You are worth having someone adore you and love you

Meril Swan
Sep 25
Sep 25

Thanks a lot for being that much loving & caring! Your words are soo captivating!
Best wishes & Love for you!
Meril:-)