my condolences to myself for this great loss of my mother this month of April

MUKABA ZAWADI
Posted April 21, 2021 from Democratic Republic of the Congo

Hello my world Pulse family! Nice to join you once again! I have been through a very difficult situation which makes me joyless, plus I miss the joy of living. I lost my mother who was everything to me this April; April 04, 2021. I like her very much because she was all for months. She was taking care of our survival because my father had already had a problem with his feet. She started suffering from December 2021 until April 2021 from which she left us. She just suffered from a simple cough. We had exams everywhere we couldn't see anything but the person continued to suffer. It hurts my heart this absence of my mother but I ask how we will grow up in this family of 9 children of which I am the eldest. We have 4 licentious because my mother did her best to make him study unfortunately God did not want us to stay with her Which gives me back the heart. God really how so fast like that I thought my prayer God is going to exorbitate and make her heal but God didn’t urge my prayer. It is really unfair I even miss the breath to pray following this event a little over two weeks ago. I cry a lot for my mother God touched me in the heart. Who would I be without Him. All my plans and ambitions are turned upside down. That his soul rests in peace. To God my dear mother!

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Nini Mappo
Apr 21
Apr 21

Dear Zawadi,
I am so very sorry to hear your news. I can't begin to imagine your shock and grief. I am so sorry for you and your family. I know it doesn't make sense, and that you may feel angry at God, and like you don't know where to start. But I pray that even in this darkness of grief God will shine His light of comfort and show you how to support each other through this sadness.
I send you the biggest, warmest hug I can muster, and pray that the God who is close to the broken hearted with warp your hearts with His love.

With love and prayers.

MUKABA ZAWADI
Apr 22
Apr 22

Merci ma sœur pour cette consolation

Jill Langhus
Apr 21
Apr 21

Hello Mukaba,

So sorry to hear about your loss, honey. I hope you have plenty of lovely memories to remember her by and that your pain subsides easily. XX

MUKABA ZAWADI
Apr 22
Apr 22

ok ma soeur merci

Jill Langhus
Apr 23
Apr 23

De rien, dear:-( XX

Manasa Ram Raj
Apr 21
Apr 21

Dear Zawadi, I am so sorry for your loss! My deepest condolences to you and your family. Sending you lots of love, hugs and warmth in this tough time! Take care.

MUKABA ZAWADI
Apr 22
Apr 22

ok merci

Apr 21
Apr 21
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rebecca.tang
Apr 22
Apr 22

I am sorry to hear this. Your mother is a strong woman. It is really not easy to raise 9 children in a family. Perhaps God finds that all of you can take good care of yourselves and it is time for your mother to have some good days to stay heaven with him.
God always has his plan. When we look back, we always realize that God makes the best arrangement to us.
Stay Strong! You mum is looking at you in the heaven. Don't disappoint her!
May Almighty God bless you all!

MUKABA ZAWADI
Apr 23
Apr 23

Ok merci beaucoup