Moment that shifted me

Nicole reid
Posted April 13, 2018 from Australia

From the age of 9 years old my mother allowed men to do sexual violations on me. My mother was a sex worker and lived in the gatwick hotel with me she often had to make her abusive boyfreind money when she could not she sold me. Even my father sexual abused me untill i was 15. My prents often told me people make fun of thoses like myself and tired very hard to bury my past and live a lie doing this court up to i was eventually hospitallized in a mental health hospital with feelings that hurt so bad i thought it would have killed me alone. I had no help from doctors who all the did was medicate me with benzos the only solution to dope me up. In my darkness and hardest point i trund my life around i startd exercises and diet i lost 45 kilos in 4 months i class 3 mobetly obease challengeing my emotional eating habits was the hardest thing i had done. Eveyday now i struggle with ptsd now i try my way to heal it. You can follow the documentary i did about recovery from truma and changeing you life thedangerousdance.com/portfolio-item/nicole-austin-reid/

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Olutosin
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018

This is a very sad one. Your next step is the best. I pray that you receive your permanent healing.

Nicole reid
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018

As i have done a documentary into truma and how to recover please read the bio on the interview page. thedangerousdance.com/portfolio-item/nicole-austin-reid/

Jill Langhus
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018

Hi Nicole. How are you doing? Thanks for sharing your traumatic, but inspiring story with us, as well as you documentary link.

Have you tried Reiki, Solfeggio or tapping for the PTSD? Sending you love and light to heal your wounds...

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Tamarack Verrall
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018

Hi Nicole,
With all you have been through, I am glad you have found WorldPulse. We are here as a support and link arms to end this kind of violence and control of children. I tried the link you sent and do see your photo, but is there a link to the documentary you have made? Best wishes for healing and finding community.

Nicole reid
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018

Here is the link to the main page of the documentary http://thedangerousdance.com
The documentary is being made by a film company they cane to me because they where looking to motivation to move past truma as i have done this successfully they came to me.

Beth Lacey
Jan 15
Jan 15

I am so sorry for your experience. Stay strong

Sis. Salifu
Mar 17
Mar 17

Its very sad listening to your story. I pray you muster courage to move on. Pls be strong.
Kind regards