To my love, who broke my heart so softly.

Omid
Posted July 25, 2012 from Iran

I said to myself: I shouldn't txt, I shouldn't write an email. have some pride!! if she loves you, she will call, she will send you a short text.

I dreamed about you last night, I saw you cheating on me again with the same guy, I had came back to beg you to come back, But, you told me that you are dating him, He came inside and kissed you

Just like that night, in the dark, when you thought I was not watching!!!

my soul came out of my body in a breath and with it all of my love for you was gone!! But, I said nothing..I just walked away!

when I woke up, it was 6 am!, I found myself in love with you all over. I took a great comfort in loving you!

Then I checked my phone, and my email, No news from you!

I told myself, this is the end. This is how its looks like at the end

I kissed your picture on my bed side. Your Smile! like a sweat dream is fresh!

I told myself, this is IT. This is its end.....

Nothing is forever, Not love, Not even friendship!

It didn't sadden me..I didn't cray...I understood! it dawn on me!

I still hear your laughter in my heart! it still makes me smile...

I am waiting.. I will be waiting. But, I don't have any hope.

I told myself. this is it! This is the end!

A tear came down! just one!

I told myself, I shouldn't write to you. You broke my heart! I didn't want you break my pride too!.

But there you go! I am writing to you.

the voice that was telling me you love me, you will come back is fainting!

I told myself, this is the end. this is how it looks like!

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nusrat yaqub
Jul 25, 2012
Jul 25, 2012

World Pulse is a place for women to speak their truth and have freedom to express themselves, their hearts & souls - however there is a fine line of artistic freedom that we strive to balance and do not tolerate hateful, blaming or racist language ,you are amazing poet amazing writer however i felt that this piece is not fitted on this sort of platform.We are here for the betterment of woman how ever this master piece undoubtedly, portrayed as if women shun.no offences still your feelings are equally respectable

Omid
Jul 31, 2012
Jul 31, 2012

A Iranian women who is in an abusing relationship wrote it and ask me to share it. She doesnt have access to interent. and my goal here as stated in my profile is to give women and girls in Iran who don't have access to interest voice and away of sharing their stories. :)

nusrat yaqub
Jul 31, 2012
Jul 31, 2012

Thanks for telling. Regards