If only

I wouldn't hurt, it wouldn't feel

I would emotionally detach.

I wouldn't cry nor lament

I would be unknown to sorrows

I wouldn't sigh! wouldn't exhale

I would always be a fresh breath

I wouldn't flood in the memories

neither nostalgic for the unknown

I would shut the doors forever to my past

I would confirm to the norms

and be afraid of stigmas

I wouldn't interrogate

and hide behind your history

I wouldn't experience the joy

amid hurt and misfortune

 wouldn't liberate to taste

my dear freedom!

I wouldn't think, wouldn't ponder

If only, I weren't a human being!