Life is so unpredictable so far

Well im helath professional and yes I dreamed  so high as direct  dealing  with daily community..one day when one of mature  aged lady came to my office and asked  me for my marital  status I said no I'm  single yet she use to rush to admin as she is form elite status  and easily  get my bio data,after some  days I heard form  home that someone  wanted to see you for marriage  proposal..I said ok I'll  come  home well there was same lady at my place I was bit surprised as she may also from my hometown my parents  give permission  to her  for final yes! After one week she insist  first nikkah (marriage)and unfortunately my family  trapped  in her gossips..in short rite after marriage I get to know that guy was already  married  having 1 kid and most surprisingly  that girl  was also doctor  by profession  same like me..I was shocked  to hear that and get in trauma for 5 months  after that  I decided  to enquire  the things  but when I close to reality he started  abuse me,physically  tortured, me and his whole family  blame me for nothing  cuz they know well about their  son, after kneen observation  I came to know that my husband has done psychological  illness when I tried to made consultation of psychiatric he again use to abuse and slap me for nothing..in 1 year of relationship  I have learned  a lot that nobody  can predict  about your future  your life I was very jolly and loving child from childhood  but what GOD has decided  for me I never  even expected in my entire life..

lastly  I ve  decided  to take divorce from him as I'm  on depression  phase 2 and taking medication  from almost 4 month's I strongly  took step and come forward not for some one but for me just for the sake of inner me I have lost my confidence  my job due to his conservative  and rubbished  thought simply  that family destroyed  me but one of my friend  and my elder  give me courage  to write to pursue and to tell my story to every  girl you prevent  from such trash and disgusting  families  around!

I want to live again i want to resume  my carrier  again i I strongly  need prayers  and last but not least don't  bother such people's when they suppose  to know your home address  not everyone's pious in this world to own daughter  of someone  else...

Thanx