I don't have a heart now

I don't have a heart now

No emotions to show, no feelings to tell

People around stares at me and wonders, what I have been?

But who will tell them, what I have been through

Whom I loved the most, left me

Judged me and my love for them

I had to give explanations about my love

But Alas! but they are not aware of the fact that in love you accept a person wholeheartedly

Not curious what was her past, but to make her present better and her future a success with your love

But who will make them understand these things

Seeing them make it hard for me to trust someone else

I am afraid to pour out my heart to people, as now it is hard for me to trust someone again

I too have to act happy as nothing has ever happened

As I had never cried in those dark nights when no one was there except" He" who knows all the secrets which we are unaware of

They says" time heals everything", but I believe time makes you to forget your injuries but the scars remains  in the heart forever

And now I have a stone in my chest,though it pumps blood but it lacks the affection , the love whose once used to reside here

No, I don't need to call it heart anymore, as now it doesn't feel anything

I no more have a heart to give love:)