Introducing myself and my journal: my life in caos

About Me:
my ex abused me for almost 30 years of my life.we had a son.if it wasn't for my son,i feel i would have tried to kill my ex. i just want to help women in any way i can to let them know ,they do not have to be treated this way. thank god he has blessed me with my loving husband now and a whole new life.but i still am affected by this abuse after all these years. i still dream of my ex and all the abuse.i would like to help who ever i can by sharing my life story .

My Passions:
being happy n loved

My Challenges:
getting over my fear of flying and letting women know,they do not have to take the abuse.

My Vision for the Future:
loving,helping women and being happy.

My Areas of Expertise:
verbal abuse,my ex hitting me,drug abuse,traumma,still suffering from all this