Floating Thoughts of an Mphil Student

Right now, I am sitting in my bed and wondering what to write down. In my mind, I can feel so many thoughts are floating but I am unable to put them in a proper order. Exactly right after one week, my Mphil classes are going to be start and that is going to take a lot of space in my life. I have to rearrange so so many things and I have to be really good in time management, because there will be 5 courses for the first semester. Too much to swallow right? But I am happy that I am gonna enter a new world and I am very passionate plus a little bit scary as well. Beside this, I need to get my degree attested from Higher Education Commission ( HEC), Pakistan and to my surprise they are not responding to any of my emails and phone calls, which they shouldn't be doing actually. So, what I am trying to say is that in all these kind of situations, when you are not mentally prepared for anything , you really need motivation. You need someone to be there for you, when you start complaining about life. Some people might disagree with me here. They might say that why we need someone, if we have ourselves. I totally agree with that point as well, because some people are really good at motivating themselves and I guess that is one of the best things. 

I personally used to complain a lot about live, but then eventually I realize that it is not working. If we are complaining, then trust me good things won't happen in your life. If you start praising life, then you will see how beautiful it is. Here, I am totally sharing my own personal experience. Again, it will vary from people to people.

So, by the grace of Allah COVID is leaving us gradually and people are coming back to their track . It is a really big and great news. We have lost some of our dear ones, due to this pandemic and let's pray their soul rests in eternal peace. It is not easy but then it is call life. We cannot do anything about it. 

I just wanted to say, whoever is reading this post, believe in your self and try to be happy. Happiness is inside you, don't try to find it in someone else. ( READ IT AGAIN). If you are going through difficult times, trust in your selves, it is going to be end soon, very soon. Try to be nice to others, no matter whether they are nice to you or not.  Don't hold grudges for anyone, because it will only harm yourself and forgive people who hurt you. Trust me every one on this planet is going through something, don't ever think you are the only one. Every morning look at the mirror and be in love with your self. Praise your self. Be close to your God/Allah or whomever you worship. Trust me it helps a lot and it gives peace to your mind to your heart. 

I am sending love to everyone out there and I hope this post will put a little smile on your face and may be there will be a little hope in your heart. I hope so. Have a lovely week days ahead and if you wanna talk in person, I would love to talk. 

Love and Regards,

Yusra Shaukat