Today, I am not totally invisible!

Amei
Posted September 20, 2010 from Maldives

Again! I am excluded was my thought yesterday. My mind got confused with contradicting views. My feelings were torn between wanting and giving up. Am I so insignificant? Is it because, where I was born or was it just me? Some of my thoughts were totally irrational and I feared an unknown fear I have in my mind. I did give up yesterday. I thought maybe next time. I was disappointed and saddened. It was yesterday

Today, I got an encouragement from a new found friend. I can feel the power on World Pulse. In the process towards my dream my heart was pounding, my hands trembling, my body was shivering and I felt and unexplained coldness when I inquired. It was such a tiny effort but I felt like I had to move a mountain. It was nothing compared to the experiences shared on Worldpulse. Yet in my mind was at war, there was fire, felt so much anger, shame and guilt leading to hopelessness.

I inquired and I am in the group. I sense an achievement. I believe I am heard how soft my voice.

I feel I have an opportunity to achieve what I may desire.

Thank you :) I can see the preview it looks ok... but should I share, should I not, is this worthwhile.... Common Amei submit...It's again the same sensation... do it ... submit :)

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  • Olutosin
    Sep 20, 2010
    Sep 20, 2010

    You have never been invisible my dear lady only that we have all refused to leave where we are kept! Thank God we are on Worldpulse...I found friend, love, healing and we begin to fly.....away from where we were caged........So also you are flying away...soaring high above and never to be hidden again!

  • Vivian Emesowum
    Sep 22, 2010
    Sep 22, 2010

    World pulse have woken us up to begin thinking about ourselves and other. We have to think positively my friend so that that achievement you sense my come to past.

    keep write.........

    cheers

  • Amei
    Sep 27, 2010
    Sep 27, 2010

    It is wonderful to be enouraged and it gives me energy to explore, express and not give up. Thank you Olutosin and Vivian

    Cheers, Amei :-)