Again! I am excluded was my thought yesterday. My mind got confused with contradicting views. My feelings were torn between wanting and giving up. Am I so insignificant? Is it because, where I was born or was it just me? Some of my thoughts were totally irrational and I feared an unknown fear I have in my mind. I did give up yesterday. I thought maybe next time. I was disappointed and saddened. It was yesterday
Today, I got an encouragement from a new found friend. I can feel the power on World Pulse. In the process towards my dream my heart was pounding, my hands trembling, my body was shivering and I felt and unexplained coldness when I inquired. It was such a tiny effort but I felt like I had to move a mountain. It was nothing compared to the experiences shared on Worldpulse. Yet in my mind was at war, there was fire, felt so much anger, shame and guilt leading to hopelessness.
I inquired and I am in the group. I sense an achievement. I believe I am heard how soft my voice.
I feel I have an opportunity to achieve what I may desire.
Thank you :) I can see the preview it looks ok... but should I share, should I not, is this worthwhile.... Common Amei submit...It's again the same sensation... do it ... submit :)