A few words before going back

Today was a very busy day. Usually having tome at work to browse, today ut was almost hectic. By the time I finally got home after picking up my 14 month old Lucia I was tired and cranky and still had and have some chores ahead. In the middle of it all< my partner suggests some sex might be good, I for a second think how tired i am, how hungry i am, all the things i have to do right now and all the things i have to do tomorrow and sooo on, and then i just decide that, yeah sex could be an option. I open up to the idea and something triggers in me. But do know that passing that sitch was a complete choice.

Sex after pregnancy can be hard. Only the fact that women are literally 2 in 1 while carrying is enough to explain the trasformations that, on so many levels, are bring forth by motherhood. It-s one of those things in life that can never be undone. The woman I am today is in no level comparable with the one I used to be.

After great sex and magnificent orgasm, I look myself in the mirror and pose my body to curvy perfection, arch my back, stick out my bun, lift my chest, tight everything up and sigh and release. My old self with die if she saw my body today, thank God she's not around!

I am wholly transformed not by what i have feared and hide from. I am transformed by what i have gone through.