I, ME and MYSELF

         So as I said I got into a law school. So it's not easy to forget the past and just move on. I needed to become a new person for my college.In the previous blog, I didn't share any of my personal details and I just wanna say thank you for reading my short anecdote and I am really sorry to put you all through the torture of reading a blog of grammatical errors, I am kind of an amateur in writing. I write things that I feel in a book. So I never really bothered about my grammar and trust me I will improve my writing skills. Finally a big thank you to world pulse and the ones who encouraged me.                       

 My name is Soorya Gayathri. I love to read romantic novels. Nowadays true love seems to exist only in books. I am dangerously addicted to listening music and I am kind of an introvert                      

 I studied in a school where we weren't even allowed to tie our hair in a ponytail. So for me going to college was a big deal. In my 11th and 12th grade I was kind of an outcast among my friends because I loved to sit alone and listen to music but due to the prohibition of electronic devices inside the classes, I will always be humming. I needed to change that.                        

So I wanted myself to be included in conversations. As a matter of fact I am not alone in my college I have my classmate by my side and her name is Abiya and  I've known her since high school and now she is my best friend who is completely opposite of me, She can make conversations with anyone so easily  and whoever talks to her will instantly love her. Everyone just adores her,  when she is in a crowd.                          

This sudden realization occurred to me after two months of college studies. So as baby steps, to start a conversation, I tried to crack a joke ( spoiler alert: people end up looking at me like I am crazy or something ). After the awkwardness, I stopped doing that.                       

    So I stopped to have a\" me talk\" and I asked myself that \"who am I?\"       

 The list of answers was weirdly interesting           

1. I love to express my feeling through writing         

2. I love to collect lyrics of my favorite songs and I love to sing all the time.        

3. I love to read romantic novels       

 4. Even though I am a teenager I am the best counselor to my  mom ( I am actually proud of that.)  

The list will go on  and that's when the reality hit me through a quote  \"Everyone is perfect in their own way\"  and everything happens for a reason                             

Even though I am not that adored extrovert in a crowd I will always be an adored weirdo to my family and friends and the most emotional and important part is when I eventually get old and die. My dear ones can read the diaries that I wrote 50 or 60 years ago or even sell it to strangers on eBay and make some money                           

 But the important part is when I vanish from this world I will take my uniqueness with me and no one can be me  

 STAY AWESOME

Soorya Gayathri