Okay soo i was born in a family where things werenot that good.where inever seen my father.It wasnot like he was dead it was like he was aboard.I always pray for his success.His pleasure was my pleasure.He was my ideal.He was my everything.I always thoughtnothing can make me hate him even if inever met him.I was round 6 when he came back for two months in(2005).i was too small to feel anything but i still loved him as if i was knowing once he'll leavehe won't came back.I also came to know that he married the sec time and was having kids there.He went back after two months.Time keeps flying and it was like (2014).Alas! so many years but still i loved him the most.There he was having 2 childern and i have realised that my love has being divided but still loved him the mostuntil a dark day came in my life.It was like a storm,a knight mare.I heard he has send divorce tomy mother.I was broken.My dreams were scattered but still i loved him like idiots.He stopped calling.I missed him every single day and my wait was over.He called. Ayeeeeee my emotions were too high.I was extremely happy as if i have forgotten what he did to us.The only thing i remember was him.I was crying and suddenly a voice came from the other end *Stop it Stop it. what makes you cry.there isnothing to cry on* His screaming voice just broke me into pieces.I was broken as if my heart was crying. Ohh yes! Oh yes! i started hating him.My love For him was finished.Today i'm like 18 years old.I do talk to him on call but i don't love him.I only respect him and the most surprising thing is Time has proved me wrong :'( Where are my rights for love.Where ? why a dad is anight mare.How can he be one :'(
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