I Have the Right

About me: I am a ordinary women, having my own concept of life, I believe that life is a Bless of God, so we should enjoy our life. But the world has tow aspects, one is the beautiful and and peaceful, but the other is the cruel and bitter one. we are the females we have the right to live in beautiful world, but why we are forced to ruin our happiness in the cruelty of the world.and when a female has to live with disability why she has to face double discrimination, violence, and miserable condition for living, if i am disable may am i not able to live in the beautiful world. May i lose my right of living.

many questions are in my mind, to whom i can ask? to whom i can blame for miserable condition of living,?