HIV+ a blessing in disguise

hallo friends,

to me being HIV+ has become a blessing to me in ways that i can not understand.i now take life seriously and take each day at a time.i want to live a life that will create an impact to my two boys when i will not be there.i want them to be proud of me when they become of age and find out what mummy was trying to do to change lives.i want them not to fall in the same trap that mummy and daddy did may be because of a very small stupid mistake.

that one time that you go out clubbing and you decide to sleep with this guy or girl and a little voice inside you continuerly telling you to use a condom and since the condoms are not at your disposal at that particular time you decide that your partner looks too healthy to be HIV+ or that other time that you disagree with your spouse and you sleep with someone else just to get even or that other time that you were dating a married man/woman yet you are also married yet you also don't know what your spouse or that other man/womans spouse is sleeping with...and many other very small petite mistakes that we do and they end up destroying our whole lives and the lives of those that we love dearly.

i wounder what happened to the terms ABSTAIN or HAVE ONE FAITHFUL PARTNER or VALUE YOUR VIRGINITY all we here today every where we go on radios,on tv and on bill boards is 'USE A CONDOM' as effective as that is our young people should be tought about the values of keeping there virginity till marriage irrespective of there sex.nowadays sex is uploaded in ways that are very dangerous to the youth.i wish the musician that the youth tend to recognize would this time sing a different tune.when condoms company want to advertise there products they use the famous e young people that the youth tend to recognize to advertise there product.what messages do those young people get?that if 50cent is using one why not them that should be cool...why not use this people in spreading messages like he/she is waiting for the right time and the right person and to be faithful to them.

i hope that with Gods help i will be able to reach this very vulnerable group of people.and try and guide them the right path.

by:tabby