Processing.

Ever imagined what is it like to open a human mind and see how it works? The complexity of understanding the nature of human mind would be pretty difficult to solve. Human mind thinks logically but gets distracted with the feelings that comes from a human heart. So going back to the "very famous" debate, HEART V/S MIND, we are back to the debate again. Today, I still wonder how great leaders and successful path walkers proceeded on choosing between one. Some say, logical mind is the best choice to hold success but some says, follow your heart. My question is who decides and how he or she decides to make a unique choice. Human mind is designed to go through a method called processing. Proceeding is another big task, human beings struggle dealing with. At least for now I struggle, I struggle to think logically and follow my emotional mind track. Emotional mind track that asks me to take decision according to my emotional intuitions. Back in 2014, I lost my small brother due his suffering from an unfamiliar disease called "Sepsis", this motivated to study bachelor in Public Health. So that, I could aware more people about the diseases, and save human lives. Again in 2018, while I was working on my thesis and exploring village areas in Nepal, looking at the miserable conditions of rural lives, I decided to do Masters in Rural Development. See, how till now my emotional intuitions have led me to make life long decisions. Now I am questioning myself whether if I actually am interested in the field of rural development.

I have always taken decisions according to the emotional intuitions but now I am questioning if its worth making such choices?