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HONDURAS: They Killed My Friend but Not Her Fight

Other Worlds
Posted March 16, 2016 from United States

In the wake of the recent murder of Honduran activist and Goldman Environmental Prize winner Berta Cáceres, World Pulse community member Beverly Bell pays tribute to her friend's social justice legacy.

Berta’s fearless indigenous advocacy—especially her efforts to halt construction of the Agua Zarca dam—made her enemies in places of power. Berta's family and friends believe the unidentified gunmen who killed her are connected to this dam project.

“She spoke too much truth to too much power.

“I began writing a eulogy for Berta Isabel Cáceres Flores years ago, though she died only this month. Berta was assassinated by Honduran government-backed death squads on March 3. Like many who knew and worked with her, I was aware that this fighter for indigenous peoples’ power was not destined to die of old age.

“She fought for indigenous peoples' control over their own territories; for women’s and LGBTQ rights; for authentic democracy; for the well-being of Pachamama; for an end to tyranny by transnational capital; and for an end to US empire. She spoke too much truth to too much power.

“Berta cut her teeth on revolution. She was strongly marked by the broadcasts from Cuba and Sandinista-led Nicaragua that her family listened to clandestinely, gathered around a radio with the volume turned very low; those stations were outlawed in Honduras. Always a committed Leftist, Berta’s mother raised her many children to believe in justice. Doña Bertha—the mother made her youngest child her namesake—was mayor and governor of her town and state back when women were neither. She was also a midwife and Berta’s life-long inspiration. As a young adult, like so many others from the region who shared her convictions, Berta went on to support the Salvadoran revolution.

“She was calm in the face of chaos and strategic in the face of disaster.

“In 1993, Berta—a Lenca Native—cofounded the Civic Council of Popular and Indigenous Organizations of Honduras (COPINH). At that time in the country, there was little pride and even less power in being indigenous. Berta created COPINH to build the political strength of Lencas, campesinos(farm laborers), and other grassroots sectors to transform one of the most corrupt, anti-democratic, and unequal societies in the hemisphere.


“Berta loved to say, “They fear us because we’re fearless.” The fearlessness paid off over the years. COPINH has successfully reclaimed ancestral lands, winning unheard-of communal land titles. They have stalled or stopped dams, logging operations, and mining exploration—not to mention free-trade agreements. They have prevented many precious and sacred places from being plundered and destroyed.

“These victories have come through Berta’s remarkable leadership, and through the size, strength, unity, and fierce commitment of COPINH members. Communities have participated in hundreds of protests, from their local mayor’s office to the steps of the national congress. They have occupied public spaces, including several of the six US military bases in their country, and refused to leave. They have shut down the road to Tegucigalpa, strategically blocking goods from moving to the city. They have declared a boycott of all international financial institutions on their lands. They have helped coordinate 150 local referendums to raise the stakes on democracy.

“They got the most powerful financial interests in the world to abandon the project.

“Here is one of many tales that Berta told. The backstory is that Honduran farmers wear thick work boots made of unventilated rubber. Over their course of containing sweaty feet, they come to smell horrendous, so bad that campesinos/as refer to them as bombas, bombs. Early in COPINH’s history, a team went from La Esperanza to Tegucigalpa to negotiate with the government on a land titling law. The discussions went on for days. At one point, the negotiations were tense and the members of COPINH’s team were shaky on their strategy. They asked for a recess, but the government refused. So someone on the COPINH side gave a discrete signal, and all together the farmer-activists pulled off their bombas. The smell was so toxic that the government officials fled the room. COPINH was able to regroup and develop a stunning strategy. The indigenous radicals won the law.

“Berta’s most recent campaign was a partial victory: stopping the Agua Zarca dam project on a sacred Lenca river. It is also the proximate cause of her death. The COPINH community of Rio Blanco—including elders, toddlers, and nursing mothers—formed a human barricade and blocked construction of the dam. Meanwhile, Berta, other members of COPINH, and national and international friends pressured the World Bank and the largest dam company in the world, Chinese state-owned Sinohydro, to pull out. The Rio Blanco community did not blockade the construction for an hour or for a day, or for a week. They did it for more than a year. They did it until they won. They got the most powerful financial interests in the world to abandon the project. Tragically, because other financial interests are always waiting in the wings to plunder for profit, the dam is still under construction. Forty-eight more are either planned or underway on their lands.

“Berta’s belief in participatory democracy extended profoundly to her everyday practice. As the unparalleled leader of COPINH, and with a large gap between her level of education and political experience and that of all but a few in the group, it would be have been easy for her to act on her own. Yet she always made herself accountable to the communities she worked for.

“I saw the degree of this commitment in action one night when Berta called in to Utopia, COPINH’s rural community meeting center, and asked to speak to everyone. Fifteen or so people quickly gathered around the cell phone on the shaky wooden table next to the only light, that of a candle. Berta explained a fairly pro forma request that had come to her from a government office, and proposed a response. When she was finished, she asked the almost exclusively illiterate, campesino/na group, “¿Cheque sí, o cheque no?” All raised their thumbs toward the little cell phone and called out, “Sí!” No joint decision had been required, and yet she had sought consensus.

“That’s accountability.

The Woman Behind the Myth

“Berta was unflappable. She was calm in the face of chaos and strategic in the face of disaster. She got right in the face of soldiers and goons when they aggressed her or others, and told them what was what.

“Berta was indefatigable, working around the clock with no complaint. When not traveling around Honduras or the world to raise support for the struggle, she would wake early and go straight to her desk to receive updates, often on the most recent attacks on COPINH members. She would write condemnations in those cases—all before a cup of coffee. She would then jump into her yellow beater truck to pick up other members of COPINH and head off to wherever action or investigation was needed.

“I was amazed that Berta drove that noteworthy truck everywhere without protection, and that she lived in a house secured by only a small bolt and a couple of friendly dogs. Then I realized that it made no difference how much security she had. The government and the companies she opposed almost always knew where she was (Berta also spent periods in deep hiding), and how to get her when they were ready to kill her.

“Berta took two small breaks in her life. The first was a two-week vacation with a friend in a neighboring country, the second a three-month semi-repose at my house in Albuquerque. Even then she spent most of her days building a continent-wide boycott of the World Bank and Inter-American Development Bank.

“Even as she served her community, Berta rose in the past decade to become an international people’s diplomat. She was a heroine to many global movements, a critical player in many struggles, a keynote speaker at many venues. She was someone consulted by government officials, by international networks, and even, a few months ago, by Pope Francis.

“Long may Berta live, in the hearts, minds, passions, and actions of all of us.

As we watched Berta’s rise as a global leader, our close friend and colleague Gustavo Castro commented to me, “I hope she never loses her humility.” She never did.

I once asked Berta how to say “integrity” in Spanish. She translated it “coherencia,” coherence between one’s stated principles and actions, coherence amongst all parts of one’s life. Berta had coherence.

She was highly critical of US Americans for our lack of that coherence. She once led an anti-oppression training for an organization I was running, in which she asked us to examine whether we were Caesars or artisans. She meant whether our practice—not just our statements—aligned us with the oppressors or with the oppressed, and whether we were promoting the grassroots or ourselves as leaders. For a long time after, the refrigerator that Berta and I shared held her line drawing of a thonged Roman sandal. She also commented to me once that the problem with US Americans is our attachment to comfort.

Berta herself eschewed comfort. She lived in the modest house in which she was raised, where she cared for her elderly mother. She slept in a bare cement room, more than half of which had been converted to her office, housing her desk with its mountain range of documents and small computer table. Her trademark style—regardless of whom she was meeting with—was jeans, sneakers, and a cotton shirt. She did not shop, go to fancy restaurants, or take a plane when a bus was available.

Besides COPINH and the struggle for justice, Berta had another profound commitment: to her mother and her four children. I recall watching the deep pride on Berta’s face when one of her daughters, then only 7 or so, recited a poem “Las Margaritas” (The Daisies) for a group of foreign visitors; it was a very different expression than I had ever seen. She grew prouder as her three daughters and son grew older, all of them holding the flame for justice.

Following Berta’s murder, her children and mother issued a statement in which they said, “We know with complete certainty that the motivation for her vile assassination was her struggle against the exploitation of nature's common wealth and the defense of the Lenca people. Her murder is an attempt to put an end to the struggle of the Lenca people against all forms of exploitation and expulsion. It is an attempt to halt the construction of a new world.

“Berta's struggle was not only for the environment, it was for system change, in opposition to capitalism, racism, and patriarchy.”

After the Honduran government dropped sedition charges against Berta—one of its countless attempts to silence her—in 2013, someone asked her mother if she was scared for her daughter. Laughing, Berta quoted her mother’s response: “Absolutely not. She’s doing exactly what she should be doing.”

Berta’s humor was legend. A joke from her, and her soft up-and-down-the-scales laugh, punctuated the most tense of moments and kept many of us going, even as she never strayed from the gravity of the situation. One of her jokes was recirculated this week by radical Honduran Jesuit priest Ismael “Melo” Moreno. He once accompanied her to Rio Blanco, where someone snapped a photo of them together. As she peered at the picture, Berta laughed and said to Melo, "Let’s see which of the two of us goes first."

When Berta saw a performance of the Raging Grannies, a group of elder women who dress up in outrageous skirts and joyously sing protest songs at rallies and events in Albuquerque, she told me, “I never wanted to live to be an old woman. Now I do.” That chance was just taken from her.

¡Berta Lives!

Berta touched everyone she met, and even countless ones she didn’t. My young daughter is one of those. The morning of Berta’s death, she wrote this: “Bev tells me that her close friend Berta died last night. I was shocked, because how can somebody kill someone who was only trying to do what’s right? Then I remembered they killed Martin Luther King and Malcolm X. If I die for doing the right thing, that would let me know that I did my part in this world. Just like Berta.”

When Berta received the 2015 Goldman Prize, the most prestigious environmental award in the world, she dedicated the prize to rebellion, to her mother, to the Lenca people, to Rio Blanco, to COPINH – and “to the martyrs who gave their lives in defense of the riches of nature.”

Now Berta is one of these martyrs.

Berta and I were co-founders in 1999, and have remained active members of the grassroots network Convergence of Movements of the Peoples of the Americas (COMPA). Early on the horrific morning of March 3, a COMPA listserv note blasted the news of Berta’s assassination. Reading that message, I spotted the posting just prior, dated February 24. It was from Berta. It read simply, “Aqui!” I am here!

She is here. Long may Berta live, in the hearts, minds, passions, and actions of all of us. May all women and men commit themselves to realizing the vision of transformation, dignity, and justice for which Berta lived, and for which she died.

¡Berta Cáceres, presente!

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Less than two weeks after Berta Cáceres‬was killed, another member of COPINH was assassinated. COPINH needs more than ever to be protected, to be supported, and to carry on the legacy that Berta helped to build. The one person who witnessed Berta’s assassination, Gustavo Castro Soto, continues to be in danger in Honduran custody. The Honduran government has also imprisoned and interrogated other COPINH leaders.Beverly Bell invites youto

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Nusrat Ara
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016

The price we pay for caring for our world. Thanks Beverly Bell for sharing a little of the life of Berta. I am sure there is much more.

Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016

I am truly speechless.  What a well written and loving memory for an exceptional woman who will forever hold a place in my heart.

Anita Kiddu Muhanguzi
Apr 01, 2016
Apr 01, 2016

Hi Bella This is a very sad story and yet very inspiring. She was full of determination and knew the consequences of her actions but still sacrificed herself. She did a lot for her people and will always be remembered for that. The Government surely feared her and are still in fear because they are holding the witness to her murder. May her legacy continue so the world can understand the injustices faced by the people of Hondoras . May her soul rest in peace as she fought a good fight.

Tan Ching
Apr 03, 2016
Apr 03, 2016

This is so sad but if any female activist gives up the fight...then gender equality cannot be reached yet....but great risks depending on where one lives with its specific political situation facing that activist.

Lana Holmes
Apr 06, 2016
Apr 06, 2016


Deep gratitude for writing this honorable tribute.  The story deeply touched my being and validated my commitment and passion to the World Pulse community.   

Few of us in developed countries experience the raw possibility of loss of life for living into our passion, commitments and callings to protect and serve life and all that brings life.  

However, reading this story I began to wonder... How might my own passion, commitments and endeavors shift if I knew that my physical life or the life of my loved ones was at risk?  

This story and the commitment and passion of my martyred Sister and Comadre, Berta Cáceres provide a new standard of commitment. 


Apr 08, 2016
Apr 08, 2016

Painful! :( rest in peace Berta!

Anne Dupont
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016


Thank you so much for this deeply moving story about Berta and the legacy she leaves behind.  Your words really gave me a sense of her passion, energy, integrity, caring and the humanness of her life mission.  I miss her and I didn't know her.  But--your words brought her to life and made me once again aware that each of us has a role to play in protecting our earth, people and the world we still have left.  Are we doing all that we can? Your story inspires me to do more. . .

With much appreciation,


Cowichan Th'wulhalem
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016

The fight is not over, until every last women is fallen. Blessings to her people and family! She was a true warrior woman of our times. I read the story with a heavy heart. Indigenous Women world wide are experiencing so much oppression today, under the hands of the law and legislative acts giving way to patriarchy and corporate abuses untold. We are experiencing the same in Canada. May we unite together with strong support and courage for future generations. When we fall to the ground and to our knee's...only then can we kiss the sky! She carried many gifts, humility, humanity, courage. She was a force of light shining in darkness. Blessings to all women who get up and speak when everyone else is afraid. Aho